finding my artistic voice

  I am taking an advanced art history class. A week ago we read about Black Mountain and Joseph Albers. We then wrote a response paper.  This paper gives a good description of a big step in my artistic journey, finding my artistic voice and one of my favorite pieces "heritage". 

Detail of "heritage"bronze

Detail of "heritage"

bronze

 

MY BLACK MOUNTAIN  

 

Joseph Albers wanted his students to find their own voice. In order for the students to define their own thoughts he taught them how to be conscious of what they saw. He wanted them to be aware of what influenced their interpretations of what they saw, and experienced and what influenced how they expressed their art.

 

Three years ago I enrolled in the foundry class at Glassell. The foundry department is very much a community. The same people take the class year after year in order to have access to the foundry facilities. My goal was to learn to cast small pieces in bronze to add to the concrete faux bois furniture I was crafting. In addition to achieving this goal I began my journey to find and define my voice as an artist. This happened in much the same way Black Mountain students learned from Albers. I found my voice by sharing with my classmates from all corners of the world and backgrounds and my instructor my ideas for projects. It was during these discussions that I first recognized how my unique visions were shaped by my life experiences: spending my early years on an isolated cotton farm in windy west Texas, living in a poor Hispanic border town, working in my family’s business as a teenager (I shaped hats), my love for animals especially dogs, my experience raising smart kids, my career in a male dominated field as a commercial real estate broker, my interest in construction remodeling homes and antiques, my work ethic, and my sense of humor. For example one of my first pieces was a burnout of an object. To my eye this was not an object this was an impression of a human spirit. With this object I tell the story of the pain and challenges the harsh west Texas weathers imprints on a soul through tears, rips and holes in a satin lining. I see evidence of daily habits necessary to survive alcoholism, and diabetes through the creases still living in the felt. I see a love between two people committed for life in the tattered remnants of a gross grain ribbon. I see financial hardship that shapes character in the frayed and moth eaten edges of the brim. Many of my classmates saw - a cowboy hat. Through my sculpture “heritage” I see, as Albers wanted his students to see how my unique journey in life could be told through my artistic expression.  

 

 

The diverse community in my Glassell classes, in the BLOCK XVI group, and the diverse mentorship provided in the BLOCK program, along with the amazing facilities available I believe will help me further define what is unique about my background, how I see the world and how I want to express my thoughts and experiences through art. Seeing how others see and do is why I am in the BLOCK and at Glassell. I think Albers would approve.

Heritage

Heritage

This the piece I was working on when I decided to start "gust" a series.  

finding my artistic voice.

  I am taking an advanced art history class. A week ago we read about Black Mountain and Joseph Albers. We then wrote a response paper.  This paper gives a good description of a big step in my artistic journey, finding my artistic voice and one of my favorite pieces "heritage". 

Detail of "heritage"bronze

Detail of "heritage"

bronze

 

MY BLACK MOUNTAIN  

 

Joseph Albers wanted his students to find their own voice. In order for the students to define their own thoughts he taught them how to be conscious of what they saw. He wanted them to be aware of what influenced their interpretations of what they saw, and experienced and what influenced how they expressed their art.

 

Three years ago I enrolled in the foundry class at Glassell. The foundry department is very much a community. The same people take the class year after year in order to have access to the foundry facilities. My goal was to learn to cast small pieces in bronze to add to the concrete faux bois furniture I was crafting. In addition to achieving this goal I began my journey to find and define my voice as an artist. This happened in much the same way Black Mountain students learned from Albers. I found my voice by sharing with my classmates from all corners of the world and backgrounds and my instructor my ideas for projects. It was during these discussions that I first recognized how my unique visions were shaped by my life experiences: spending my early years on an isolated cotton farm in windy west Texas, living in a poor Hispanic border town, working in my family’s business as a teenager (I shaped hats), my love for animals especially dogs, my experience raising smart kids with learning differences, my career in a male dominated field as a commercial real estate broker, my interest in construction remodeling homes and antiques, my work ethic, and my sense of humor. For example one of my first pieces was a burnout of an object. To my eye this was not an object this was an impression of a human spirit. With this object I tell the story of the pain and challenges the harsh west Texas weathers imprints on a soul through tears, rips and holes in a satin lining. I see evidence of daily habits necessary to survive alcoholism, and diabetes through the creases still living in the felt. I see a love between two people committed for life in the tattered remnants of a gross grain ribbon. I see financial hardship that shapes character in the frayed and moth eaten edges of the brim. Many of my classmates saw - a cowboy hat. Through my sculpture “heritage” I see, as Albers wanted his students to see how my unique journey in life could be told through my artistic expression.  

 

The diverse community in my Glassell classes, in the BLOCK XVI group, and the diverse mentorship provided in the BLOCK program, along with the amazing facilities available I believe will help me further define what is unique about my background, how I see the world and how I want to express my thoughts and experiences through art. Seeing how others see and do is why I am in the BLOCK and at Glassell. I think Albers would approve.

 

HERITAGE 4" X 13.5" X 12" bronze 2013Heritage – ( Robert Fleming Travis)


HERITAGE

4" X 13.5" X 12" bronze 2013

Heritage – ( Robert Fleming Travis)

 

 

 

artist statement

One of my favorite treasures is the Stetson Open Road hat I inherited from my grandfather Bob-pa, Robert Fleming Travis. This well-worn hat quietly mirrors my grandfather’s life and character.  Shaped by growing up in the Depression, he knew hard times as he later farmed cotton and raised cattle in the harsh West Texas desert near El Paso.

Bob-pa married Imogene Young while they were still in high school. Two years later during their senior year my father was born.  Family lore has it that they never spent a night apart during their 70-year marriage.

As a teen I shaped hats in my father's western wear store, and I began to understand that old hats are reflections of their owners, that they keep a bit of the spirit of the person who wore them.  Bob-pa's hat still resonates with his determination, his strong work ethic, and his fidelity.  These are the very treasures that I work hard to ensure that my own children will inherit.

Pictures of procrastination- Starting is so intimidating- shake shake shake - wire III

I arrive at my studio at 10:00 and now it is 2:00. 

I have procrastinated all morning.  I need to start the 3rd component to this piece. 

I built the pedestal   

I built the pedestal   

I moved jump. While moving him he chilled on the ladder.  

I really need to have them climbing on everything. 

I really need to have them climbing on everything. 

Jump's new location.  Sadly the ceilings are not beautiful. - something to dream of. 

Jump's new location.  Sadly the ceilings are not beautiful. - something to dream of. 

Romeo and Sarah came for lunch. Still procrastinating I invited myself to join  them.  

Romeo is an awesome portrait artist. See him and n Instagram @rip123rose. And on Facebook see Romeo clay Robinson  

Romeo is an awesome portrait artist. See him and n Instagram @rip123rose. 

And on Facebook see

Romeo clay Robinson  

Still procrastinating- Then we looked at Sarah's work.  

Sarah showing Romeo her work

Sarah showing Romeo her work

See sarah @sarahfisherportraits and 

http://sarahfisherart.com

 

 

Like a  blank canvas  

Like a  blank canvas  

Finally - tools out. 3:00

Tools- I usually start sitting on the floor.  

Tools- I usually start sitting on the floor.  

I  will use this screen shot of kitty for inspiration.  

I  will use this screen shot of kitty for inspiration.  

The start

The start

I am not sure why starting is hard.       I am glad this is behind me. 5:30 

2016 Bank of the Arts National Juried Exhibition - accepted

Accepted- I love that word. Friday I received an email that my piece "shake shake shake I and II- lenticular" was selected. The juror of this show is Dr. Larry Wheeler Director of the NC Museum of Art. This piece was also in the Ft. Worth Regional show @arstpace111 juried by Eric Lee Director of the kimball museum. This time the call for entry was national. It will be on exhibit in the historic city of New Bern, the first colonial capital of North Carolina and a tourist destination.  The show will be used as visual imagery for dialogue between literary and visual arts.   It is a collaboration with PulitzerNC:  The power of words. 

I would love for someone to write a poem about my piece.  

The exhibit will be at Bank of the Arts 

october 14- November 26th

317 middle street

New Bern, NC 28563  

 

 

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my artist statement for the body of work that shake shake shake I and II lenticular is a part of; 

Easter of 2015 - grateful to have both kids in town we decided to go to the Buffalo Bayou Dog Park - all of us. My son Griffin took a slow mo video of our elderly Labrador Kitty. Kitty loved the dog park and would retrieve tennis balls from the pond like she was a two-year-old pup. She would consistently drop the ball at your feet and as you would bend over to pick it up shake all the water off her coat right on to all those standing near by. My son’s video inspired my “shake shake shake” body of work. 

 

This  body of work  expresses energy, movement, and Contagious joy. It includes several drawings, life size wire sculptures and lenticular prints. 

 

"that stick is not gonna throw itself"

I put this picture on Facebook and Instagram requesting title of work suggestions. Kay Powell Curtis' aunt face booked me "that stick is not gonna throw itself." Curtis and I both burst out laughing. She took the words right out of his mouth.

It is a keeper. Now I just have to  finish it. 

Thank you Kay- 😘  thanks so much for taking the time to look  at my post and for sharing your very special quirky Kay verbiage. You made my day.

"That stick is not gonna throw itself" 45" X 36" X 24" wire (detail)

"That stick is not gonna throw itself" 

45" X 36" X 24" wire (detail)

"that stick is not gonna throw itself"

I put this picture on Facebook and Instagram requesting title of work suggestions. Kay Powell Curtis' aunt face booked me "that stick is not gonna throw itself." Curtis and I both burst out laughing. She took the words right out of his mouth. 

 

It is a keeper. Now I just have to  finish it.  

Thank you Kay- 😘  thanks so much for taking the time to look  at my post and for sharing your very special quirky Kay verbiage. You made my day. 

"that stick is not gonna throw itself. " 

"that stick is not gonna throw itself. "

 

Accepted-National Juried exhibit - BUILD - juried by Murray Whisnant FAIA @ ciel gallery.

I just received an email with exciting news. My "Craneology- dance until the sunrises" was accepted in BUILD. 

 This will be my first piece excepted in a national juried show. 

"Craneology- dance until the sunrises". 

Description of the curatorial theme of the exhibit.  

Description of the curatorial theme of the exhibit.  

Craneology

My close friend from El Paso sent me a text yesterday suggesting a name for my cranescape lenticular. 

Craneology-

the study of cranes. Why didn't I think of that? 

 

Here is the text she sent me. It was a few weeks after I posted the piece on Instagram so she caught me a little off guard.  

Here is the text she sent me. It was a few weeks after I posted the piece on Instagram so she caught me a little off guard.  

Gina is so clever. 

gracias Gina.  

New piece- still working on the title

9/26/2016 - 10/2/2016 

I started a  new sculpture. This will be an additional piece to my series based on shaking dogs.  My fingers are crossed. 

Pedestal ✅ photos of similar pose ✅ wire✅ wire cutters✅ music ✅

Pedestal ✅ photos of similar pose ✅ wire✅ wire cutters✅ music ✅

The beginning 

The beginning 

Paw 

Paw 

Double  

Double  

Starting the body. This will be the back side of the piece. The front of the piece you will see just the dogs head popping out and paws gripping the side of a deck.  

Starting the body. This will be the back side of the piece. The front of the piece you will see just the dogs head popping out and paws gripping the side of a deck.  

Right side view  

Right side view  

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I Moved the piece from my garage  to my studio at Glassell. It got a little banged up in the move. There is a lot of negative space involved in these pieces so it is important to have a clean white background behind whichever side I am working on. I have created a movable partition that I move around it as I work.

I taped two 3 paneled science fair poster boards together to make my clean white back drop.  

I taped two 3 paneled science fair poster boards together to make my clean white back drop.  

Left side started  

Left side started  

Adding more support

Adding more support

More wire

More wire

Front view- at this time he is headless. The most important part of this piece will be the dogs expression.  

Front view- at this time he is headless. The most important part of this piece will be the dogs expression.  

Left view- the tail is wagging extreme left. I spent an entire day getting this tail perfect. Next week I will take a backside view. 

Left view- the tail is wagging extreme left. I spent an entire day getting this tail perfect. Next week I will take a backside view. 

The next step is to start the head and face.  

I will start a new post for the head of this piece.  

I am still struggling with a name. Curtis suggested "did I win?"

I was thinking "paws up" 

Naming the piece is an important task to me. I struggle with the name of each and every piece.  And I am struggling with the name of this piece. 

If  you have a suggestion for a "title of work"  please do not hesitate to send me an idea.  

 

New piece in the works- I am still working on the name. It will be part of my "shake shake shake" work.

9/26/2016

I started a  new sculpture.  I hope it works with my shake shake shake work.

Pedestal ✅ photos of similar pose ✅ wire✅ wire cutters✅ music ✅ 

Pedestal ✅ photos of similar pose ✅ wire✅ wire cutters✅ music ✅ 

Starting dogs left paw . 

Starting dogs left paw . 

Paws pulling up on edge of pool.  

Paws pulling up on edge of pool.  

Right paw gripping edge. 

Right paw gripping edge. 

Starting the body  

Starting the body  

Adding back right leg for support.  

Adding back right leg for support.  

A good place to stop for the day.  

A good place to stop for the day.  

I Moved the piece from my garage  to my studio at Glassell. It got a little banged up in the move. There is a lot of negative space involved in these pieces so it is important to have a clean white background behind whichever side I am working on. I have created a movable partition that I move around it as I work. 

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Yikes! So many problems to fix at this point.  (Left view) 

Yikes! So many problems to fix at this point.  (Left view) 

His tail is wagging far to his left.  (right view)

His tail is wagging far to his left.  (right view)

I worked a full day on legs and torso and I am feeling a lot better about how it is shaping up. 

I worked a full day on legs and torso and I am feeling a lot better about how it is shaping up. 

I will address the head in a deprecate post. 

MFAH Glassell studio school BLOCK 2016

We have a spacious common area between our studios. Thursday   we each installed a piece of art in the common area. We drew for spaces except for me. I offered to take the space  over the sink/counter space which is promenintly in front of the entrance. The downside is it is over the sink. I offered  to take the space and install a wire pieces.  They can not be damaged by the water. It isn't the most beautiful space in the room but I just couldn't bare to walk in and have a big ugly blank wall in front of the entrance. 

 

I cropped the sink out  

On the left "tell -tale"  right "dog star - sirius" 

On the left "tell -tale"  

right "dog star - sirius" 

Left -sarah fisher   http://www.sarahfisherart.com/center - vanessa Nasta  Right - Karen   Eisele http://kareneisele.com/

Left -sarah fisher  


http://www.sarahfisherart.com/

center - vanessa Nasta  

Right - Karen   Eisele http://kareneisele.com/

Left-  penny Warga center -Shangyi Huaright-  Boo Kennedy 

Left-  penny Warga 

center -Shangyi Hua

right-  Boo Kennedy 

New cranescape

In July I started a new cranescape. As I started two thoughts were colliding in my head. The first thought was to start a new companion piece for my first four crane pieces which all have yellow cranes. The second thought was to create a cranescape with white cranes. There are 3 white cranes working everyday a few blocks from my home.

White construction cranes on Kirby drive. 

White construction cranes on Kirby drive. 

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Below are the notes I made as the piece progressed.

This piece will be 50" X 72". I like my Stonehenge to be really alive so I collage building shapes of Stonehenge to it. I tear all the shapes to help build the energy of the piece and bring life to the paper. 

Collaging the paper with more paper before I start drawing. I am using two different colors of white. 

Collaging the paper with more paper before I start drawing. I am using two different colors of white. 

Close up of collage  

Close up of collage  

 The basic structure of this piece is the same as my first four. A large mass of buildings on the left, three structures in the distance top right, with a few structures below. 

Starting with chunk charcoal

Starting with chunk charcoal

Water and ink

Water and ink

Starting to add color

Starting to add color

Adding some atmosphere

Adding some atmosphere

The paper is dripping wet so I will let it dry out for awhile. I have little patience for  waiting. 😕

I am very messy. I really need a table and a lot of plastic.  

I am very messy. I really need a table and a lot of plastic.  

It needs depth-  

It needs depth-  

I am not happy with the direction this has gone. I want to take it back to just black ink and charcoal.  

I am not happy with the direction this has gone. I want to take it back to just black ink and charcoal.  

Adding more charcoal chunk and then more gesso, more black ink, more charcoal powder and more gesso.  

Adding more charcoal chunk and then more gesso, more black ink, more charcoal powder and more gesso. 

 


 

 

I misplaced a photo between the last photo and the next. Sorry for the jump. 

Then I saw it right there on my Stonehenge  paper -  the construction site as in my first drawings  but the cranes were white and barely visible as when day breaks.

  Cranes at first light50" X 72" ink, gesso, charcoal and collage.  

  Cranes at first light

50" X 72" 

ink, gesso, charcoal and collage.  

This will make a great lenticular with one of the other pieces. 

A shout out to - Jose Luis Contreras

In 1991 I was remodeling a home as the contractor and met Jose Luis Contreras. I was in a little over my head (I also had a toddler and a new born) and I knew it but I also knew I would figure it out step by step. I hired Luis to cut a few panels out of my new front door. He did a beautiful job. Then he relocated some cabinets, then enclosed a patio, tore a wall out of my kitchen (support wall).........the list went on and on. I think we worked together on the first house 6 months 6-7 days a week. Since that first job Luis and I remodeled two homes in El Paso, one home in New Orleans (and built a 1500 square foot addition to it) , and two homes in Houston Texas. Luis speaks Spanish and I only speak English (sadly) but that didn't matter we just connected and communicated beautifully. I use my hands a lot and Luis is really good at interpreting my sign language. Everything I dreamed up Luis new how to accomplish it. I learned so much about construction from him. He could build an entire home by himself if you would let him. I couldn't let him due to city codes, however  he would have done a better job than most licensed plumbers and electricians. 

It has been over ten years since I have remodeled a home so I have not seen Luis since 2004. He lives in El Paso. December of 2015 he started helping my sister in El Paso remodel a townhouse so Luis I were able to reconnect.

Janet travis fortune, Jose Luis Contreras, and me  

Janet travis fortune, Jose Luis Contreras, and me  

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A few months later I received the beautiful 1800's dome trunk. See  below. 

1800's Domed trunk  under Mexican colonial drafting table .  

1800's Domed trunk  under Mexican colonial drafting table .  

Below are pictures of two small but unique projects Luis and I  pulled off. I think of him and smile every time I look at my sink and my chandelier. 

 

Powder room sink collaboration

Powder room sink collaboration

 

I relocated a powder room to under my stairs. I could not find a sink small enough to fit the space. I did find a small copper pot big enough to wash two hands in - barely fit  two hands in. I also had 3  ball and claw feet to set it on and a scrap of marble. Luis put the whole thing together and mounted the small marble ledge. He made it look so easy. 

In the early 90's I decided to make an antler chandler. I bought a newel post and already had my antlers. I knew how I wanted to build it but I did not have any skills. Luis saved the day. He drilled all the holes perfectly straight. I am still not sure how he did that.  

Chandelier collaboration from 1991

Chandelier collaboration from 1991

I sent a photo of the domed  trunk refinished  to Luis through his daughter on Facebook. She sent me the fallowing message. 

Text from Luis's daughter Melina.  

Text from Luis's daughter Melina.  

A family treasure from one of my favorite and most talented friends. 

Here's to you (salute) Jose Luis Contreras.  

Muchas gracias mi amigo. 

forgotten soul – S. ERICKSON

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S. Erickson was one of the thousands who died at the Oregon state mental hospital whose ashes were abandoned inside one of 3500 copper urns. I saw his picture in the newspaper and could not forget him. He has a quiet presence about him that stayed with me.  I tore out his picture and put on my bulletin board.  S. Erickson's  file stated he was a laborer and suffered from senility, he came to New York in 1883 from Norway.  Mr. Erickson was one of the forgotten souls but I could not forget him. 

Picture from the newspaper  

Picture from the newspaper  

Fyi- ​"One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest" was filmed at Oregon state mental hospital. 

forgotten soul - S. Erickson  

forgotten soul - S. Erickson  

Armature and wax 

Armature and wax 

I made the armature so that with a pull of the cord I could remove it from the wax. This way I can cast my sculpture without making a mold. You could never mold the beard I sculpted.  

Building up the facial features.  

Building up the facial features.  

Hay makes an awesome matted beard and hair.  

Hay makes an awesome matted beard and hair.  

Sprue system for building a mold.  

Sprue system for building a mold.  

The next step is to dip the piece creating a ceramic shell. The wax and hay will then be burnt out in a furnace. Then the bronze will be poured into the cavity of the shell. 

After the bronze cools I begin breaking off the shell. The beard is very difficult.  

After the bronze cools I begin breaking off the shell. The beard is very difficult.  

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It is a very slow process to remove the shell from a heavily textured surface. This is why almost a bronze is smooth-ish. But I love texture so I have to do the work to get it. 

The shell is removed.  

The shell is removed.  

The next step is to patina the surface. 

forgotten soul - S. Erickson 11"X 12" X 9" 2014 

forgotten soul - S. Erickson 

11"X 12" X 9" 2014